New Beginnings – A Fresh Start

Let’s just hope that it’s for good this time.

Over the last few days I have contemplated getting back into my blog – when I was writing I felt it was really helping me sort my thoughts and my overly saturated mind.  I have a few reservations : the commitment to writing (apparently I’m scared of commitment?) and the fact that some of the people that read my blog are now friends – whether I’ve met them in person or even on facebook.  Either way, it’s a bit scary for me to put it all out on the table – the good, the bad, and the ugly.  Because believe me, there has been a LOT of all of that in the past few months since I last wrote.  

I also feel that most of the people that I am friends with outside of my blog also have loved me and supported me through everything that they have heard before – and for that I will continue to be honest (although judgement can and probably will arise) and totally real.  In fact, it kind of shocks me how much I haven’t actually written about – for fear of judgement from anyone out there, but especially me.  Oh well, what’s in the past is in the past and it’s all a part of me, my backstory, my life.  There’s no reason to hold back…