Filed under: Ups and Downs
Up: Friday night at our show’s taping, feeling proud of my hard week’s work.
Down: Driving home on Friday night with no plans except to sit at home and watch TV… and feeling pretty damn lonely.
Up: Drinking a nice glass of Pinot Noir while watching Grey’s Anatomy and all of a sudden, not feeling that bad staying home.
Down: Waking up early on Saturday morning – AGAIN.
Up: My best friend coming over to hang out with beautiful pink roses and a bottle of La Crema pinot – my fave.
Down: 102 degrees – ALL WEEKEND
Up: A fun movie and dinner with three of my best girls
Down: Bursting into tears in between a sip of a margie and a bite of a taco at dinner. And not being able to stop until going to bed.
Up: Having my sister spend the night and having breakfast with her this morning.
Down: The horrible pit in my stomach ALL DAY anxiously awaiting saying goodbye to C.
Up: Stopping at an animal shelter to see what kitties they have available… didn’t find mine yet but got me very excited!
Down: Crying when C got out of his car to drop things off at my apt.
Up: Laughing and enjoying my time with C for a couple of hours before I dropped him off.
Down: CRYING, CRYING, and MORE CRYING after I drove away.
